A Look At The Past...

Here's the older section. Every few months I'll look over a few of the things I've written in the past. Sometimes I scoff at myself saying I was an idiot for thinking this or saying that. Sometimes I wish I still felt or thought in that way. It's helping me come to a point where I can accept myself more readily, though... I'm not so self-critical because I'm beginning to accept that there are millions of viewpoints that all contradict each other, but that doesn't necessarily make them wrong or right.

1997 Entries


Quitting My First Job written 10/2/97
I Lose Another One written 10/4/97
Flying Solo written 10/5/97
Mood Swings written 10/6/97
Finding Someone To Love written 10/11/97
Appearances Can Be Deceiving written 10/21/97
Dating Patterns written 10/24/97
Busy is Good written 11/26/97

1998 Entries


A New Year And A Changed Girl written 1/4/98
Lacking Motivation? written 1/9/98
I'm Too Nice! written 1/17/98
It's Supposed to Suck written 2/14/98
Ellie Gets a Social Life? written 5/21/98
A Somewhat Scary Experience written 5/26/98
The Blue Meanie In Me written 6/27/98
Vomit is Bad written 9/27/98
Small Disasters written 9/29/98
New Beginnings written 10/29/98
Anger Storage Space Wanted written 11/25/98
Age Issues written 11/27/98
Uncertainty Sets In written 12/29/98

1999 Entries


Things Change Fast written 1/9/99
Icicles and Frozen Toes written 1/14/99
My World Is Back written 1/16/99
Childish Games written 2/11/99
Down & Out With Stubborn Wills written 3/3/99
Lingering Dreams written 3/14/99
An Unhappy Reaction written 3/20/99
Roles Change written 3/24/99
Aimless as Usual written 3/30/99
No Common Sense Here written 4/13/99
Ready To Crack written 4/17/99
Idle Thoughts written 4/20/99
Tired All The Time written 4/30/99
A Little Rambling written 5/19/99

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